I think my husband is cheating on me...do you?

I'm not trying to be rude or hurt your feelings in anyway but I have to say I can't believe you have put up with this kind of bs for this long. Even if he never went to see any of these SKANKS the fact that he was calling them at all or being turned on by them is grossly disrespectful to not just you but the sanctity of your marriage in general. Your husband is a womanizer and a liar. He IS A CHEAT and you are sitting idly by going through phone records and accepting it when he swears he never followed through. The fact that it was even a consideration is awful enough but I seriously doubt that he has never followed though. And to be texting some other woman all day is certainly emotional cheating even if he hasn't YET physically cheated. I don't understand why you are letting this happen. Your husband is sick. You are too. You must believe that he is better than you and more deserving of happiness than you are. You must honestly think that you will never find someone else. I'm truly sorry for your lack of self confidence. I'm sure everyone will tell you to get marriage counseling, I won't tell you that. I think you are beyond that. I think you need to move on without him, get some counseling for yourself and figure out what YOUR problem is that you've put up with all of this for the last decade. No one deserves this. This man has destroyed you and you have let him do it. What kind of example are you setting for your child if you stay? Do you seriously want your child to grow up thinking this is ok and one day let someone treat him/her the way you have been treated? Think about it. Stop being the victim and take a walk.